a really negative post sorry
i might be able to see radiohead in may!!! aaah amanda got two tickets for the show in boston and i’ll be out of school and we’ve been wanting to see each other and it will be a perfect time for me to visit her
ahh seeing radiohead with my best friend who was the one who got me into radiohead in the first place how perfect
hopefully i can work out all the details and everything
i hate looking at pictures of people having fun in college but i do it anyways
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ah i’m so conflicted i dont know what to do about school i LOVED chicago so much it made me so happy being there but i didnt really like columbia and their fine arts department seemed like it kind of sucked. and then SAIC was absolutely amazing but it’s so expensive and probably hard to get into and i dont feel like i’m good enough for it or even deserve to go to a school like that and i would probably need to get some scholarships to feel okay about going there but i’m not special enough for scholarships ahh so now i dont know what to do someone please help
i just want to be at a school i can afford and has what i need in a place i want to be at but it’s turning into an impossible task i want to bury myself in the ground
its almost 12 and i have to wake up at 6 and i still havent done my math review hm i am probably going to get a bad grade in this class i hate math
today when someone was paying they gave me a twenty and fifty cents for the 9.50 ticket and i gave them 10.50 back because i’m an actual idiot
today i did training for box office and i had to answer the phone a few times and deal with customers and i just felt like passing out i can barely even talk to customers when they ask me questions i get so nervous. i even get anxious when i have to talk over the walkie talkies. maybe this is not the job for me. but then again most jobs you have to deal with people in that way. it makes me want to hide in a closet. someone teach me how to interact with humans.